Thursday 8 December 2016

The rants of a hopeless romantic.

Is it wrong that I want the fairy tale?
That I want that love so strong it can melt snow, that I want that love so hot it heats up everything, love so bright it lights more than the sky
Is it wrong that I am a hopeless romantic? I love so deep and loyal to the bone, that I am choosy I have a type but I don't consider her miss right, I don't mind if she has flaws, I have them two, God knows that I love the broken ones.
Is it wrong that my standards are high? That I want someone who gets me and understands what am about. Am a deep human being and I view love in a deep level
Yes, I have given up so many times and just settle but it never lasts... I sit down and my dreams haunt me and the guilt of breaking someone's heart and lying to them kills me inside.
Is it wrong that even after numerous heart breaks I still hope?  I still believe in love no matter how much I deny it,i believe in relationships.
My friends keep asking me why am still single?  Why I let that one go she was nice? Why am not even trying?... If only they knew am trying, just that what I want I don't seem to get.... If only they knew I had many potentials but they just weren't what I want... Am not saying am special, that I deserve only the best, all am saying is I was made choosy and I seem to only be comfortable being single in hope that pretending to be happy in a forced relationship.
Is it wrong to me?
I believe not.
I will keep waiting,my single-satisfied-self will hold on and let life play out.